Long Time!

what or where should i start off??? i am really lost now!!! it has been nearly two months since i came back from Kalamazoo... YES! i am still unemployed... i just graduated in a stupid time, totally wrong place and time to graduate!!! the world economy is slowing down and going down too... the best example is crude oil is only around US$ 65-68 (if not mistaken) compare to US$ 140; it has dropped more than 50% in price!!! how can it be like that? since, the average price is around US$2.63 per gallon ... this means, people in Kalamazoo now will be very happy to travel to michigan city or chicago before winter or snow comes!!! i wish i am in kalamazoo; even working as a waiter will be fine for before getting a better paid job!!! i really miss that place... all the people, friends, and fun there will always be in my mind...

for this past one month, i had applied for many job vacancies but still dont have any reply yet!!! i wonder why employers in malaysia or KL are slow or inefficient... please give me a reason!!! i really tired of looking for a job now, nothing has appeared in front of me till today... i am just damn bored without doing anything, since all the people i know are working from monday to friday or saturday; even weekend most of them are tired and would love to have some rest at home!!! this means i am just gonna be alone again... sigh~~~ i wonder when this period of time will be gone??? i hope i can have a job as soon as possible... i dont wanna stay home or go to starbucks everyday... having a cup of coffee and online!!! i gonna be crazy soon... but, no worry... i am gonna be fine; i am just releasing some stress that i had kept for the past one month...